When your feeling blue, just say that the sun keeps on shining for you...

You shouldn't be thinking stressful things,though it's not really that ideal to think only one sided feeling. One moment you're happy, then suddenly you become lonely... Just be happy no matter what's happening, besides, God is in the move to make something really big for you although you can't see it that kind of big 'coz deffinitely, you see it just a small one... I dunno where should I end this one but all I know is that I can feel the urge to write something that's on my mind... For the sake of my ideas...^_^
Later, we'll going to our room again to wait for our teacher to come...So, I juat wanna wind up here on my blog for now... What's on my mind?
SIMPLE and yet EXTRAVAGANT THINGS:
-Accounting Part2...Begin to burn again...
-IMISSHIMSOMUCH...i'm just missing him so much everytime that i think of him.so,i must learn to deal with my feelings...[confuse to myself,and devastated]
-I'm thinking on how can i have MAGIC.[that's what i can get in having the addiction in reading and writing...BEING DENSE...]
-I WANNA HAVE A JOB NOW...[just for me to become independent, shame on me, i'm just being too depended on others...but what can i do?Hayyyyyy.....]
-I'LL CHANGE MYSELF FOR THE BETTER 'ME'...[i swear! i badly need it...]
-I'M TOO EXCITED TO SEE MISS ANDREA LEAL...[ let's go out and celebrate our anniversary...see you soon...]
-I WANNA TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER...[i'm praying that she'll gonna find the answers to all her question, I'm praying that she'll gonna stay strong no matter what happen.
-I WISH I COULD BE ABLE TO SPEND MY TIME WISELY, TO SPEND MY TIME TO THOSE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE WHILE I DO HAVE THE CHANCE TO DO SO...[ I'm just being a hell one paranoid for who knows, right? Who can tell when would be my time? God alone can tell that, but, HELLOOOO...God will not going to tell me either...]
-I WANNA SEE MY NANAY EVEN JUST FOR A SECOND...]
-I'M TOO FOCUSED ON SUCH THINGS SOMETIMES THAT I ENDED UP WORRYING THOSE THAT I LEFT BEHIND...[I must change it NOOOOWWWWW]


-----toooooooottttttttttt...



-end-

Love people who loves you... NOW!!!!!!!!!

eto ang mga taong mahal ko sa buhay....madame sila...really...

MGA KAIBIGAN KONG HILAW....

*** COMPUTER SUBJECT***

3:28 pm

I'm here sa computer lab namin. Kararating ko lang. Sa dorm na pala kami ni Fheitoot nakatambay kanina kasi nga na-banned na kami sa dorm nila Livia...,laugh
Maiingay daw kasi kaming mga bisita kaya ayon...
Whatever na lang...Nakapagbasa naman ako ng 3 pocketbooks...hahhaha...kaadikan na 'to..
Shorten period daw kami bukas...naman...ang SAYA talaga buhay ng COLLEGE! kakaiba...buti na lang nakapag-adjust na ako sa kalakaran ng buhay kolehiyo...
ano bang iba sa buhay ko ngayon? Wala ba? Hay! Boring!

September 20,2010

MS.CBAA 2010

I'm with my friend Pamela kahapon... Nanood kami ng pageant...pero 'di na namin natapos yun kasi nga too late na yung time...Nag-enjoy naman kami,but not too much sa mga candidates kundi sa mga nag-intermission numbers... I found myself luaghing again... tsaka, thank you kay God kasi nga nakasama ko nanaman si Pam... Sa tanang buhay ko, masasabi kong isa sya sa mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko...we do have the same dreams, likes,dislikes...tas,magkakagulatan na lang kami kapag nagsasabay kaming bumanggit ng mga pangarap namin sa buhay...
1 thing na 'di ko pa nagagawa sa buhay: Mag-share ng buhay ko sa ibang tao with such easiness...kasi nga wala akong tiwala sa ibang tao...don't get me wrong pero yun yung nararamdaman ko...I'd rather choose to be alone and talk to God than telling my story to others... pero alam mo,kahapon, nag-let go ako...ayon, nagkwento ako kay Pam...and yun nga...nakakagaan pala talaga ng loob kung may willing makinig sayo or handang makinig sayo...basta i'm so comfortable sa kanya...

KAHAPON MASAYA...MAMAYA MASAYA NANAMAN...MAGLALAMYERDA AKONG MAG-ISA TAS PAPASOK AKO......

September 11, 2010

F B A S Celebration

nakapagperformed nanaman kami sa stage... Yess! Ang saya! We've got the 5th rank... ayon...nakakamiss magsayaw...hahaha...i love it... i'll treasured this kind of memories...minsanan lang to...

so ayon...add me sa facebook, kekit_18@yahoo.com.ph
nandun yung ibang mga pictures namin...


HAPPY!

♥♥♥ Never Let Yourself Down♥♥♥

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July 5, 2010

Hola! Reviving my dying blog again. I'm here again after a long long time of rest. Anyway, I'm just that too busy to drop by here. That's it. School days again and I have a limited time to visit here.. we have our computer subject today 'coz it's monday and I do have the priveledged to view the internet. :)
ano ba mga activities ko this day.. gagawin ko na 'tong parang journal ng buhay ko since di na ako masyadong nakakapagsulat. OKEY! Magsisimula na ako.. Ano ba mga ginawa ko ngayon? may accounting kami, kainis nalate pa ako. Monday na Monday.. Sisisihin ko yung driver ng tricycle.. Kung sino man yun, wala na akong pakialam sa kanya. Hay! Biruin mo ba namang ibinaba nya ako sa pagkalayo-layo sa gate ng school. Hay! reason nya, may pulis daw na nakaronda. Duh! Inis talaga.. Anyway tapos na yun.. Hay! Lakaran talaga ng buhay oh.. Unpredictable talaga. Pero ayos pa din. Atleast nararanasan ko pang huminga.. Hay! I REALLY HATE IT. YUN YUNG MASASABI KO. Nag-chapter quiz kami sa Philosophy... Sa awa ni Bro, pasado naman..Hahaha...
Tambay uli kami sa dorm ng kaibigan namin. Kumain, nanood ng DVD...nag-gitara. Nagcomposed pala kami ng kanta... Ayeeeh! Ansaya noh? BLESSED kami ngayong araw na 'to kasi kahit medjo ngarag sa pag-rereview kanina,okey pa din kami.. Masaya.. Buhay estudyante mahirap talaga. Pero NAPAKASAYA! Eto ngayon, observation ko sa mga mates ko... may nag-ffb,may tagged,friendster,ultimate guitar, youtube,at kung anu-ano pa..tapos na mangopya sa blackboard kaya painitin na yung computer... Eto 'di ko dapat kaligtaan, ang kakulitan ay talagang parte na ng buhay ko... nangunguli ako kanina,para makita ko smile ng mga tao.. ganun ako nagpapasaya sa mga taong nakapaligid saken.. Ewan ko ba, tawag ko nga minsan sa sarili ko 'CLOWN"... hahaha... pero hindi ko na kelangan pang magmascara o di kaya ay magmake-up para magmukha talaga akong clown, kulitin ko lang sila ayos na!... :)


MASAYANG ARAW SA LAHAT! MASAYANG GABI NA RIN PARA MAMAYA! :)

Linkin Park- Leave Out All The Rest (Lyrics)

i've been hooked to this song...kahit walang music,naririnig ko pa din yung kanta..

◙ Loner ◙

The sooner!
The better!
The loner!
The loser!

No! It's not like that!
It's the other way around.
I'm a loner!
So what?
Who cares?
None at all!
I'm a teenager.
So what?
They condemn me.
For what?
None at all.
They just do it without even thinking.
I'm innocent!
Innocent as hell.
But why I am supposed to feel like this?
All eyes in me!
Everymoves I make.
Everywhere I am!
Why?
Why are they supposed to be like that?
I am a human!
Human who have a heart.
And no one can take away it from me.
Not you! And not anybody else!
I have my own life to live!
Trying to live with it though it was really hard.
No offence!
No deffence!
Just a quiet life!
That's all I want.
A quiet and a peaceful life!

I have kept you in my heart

I remember the first time I met you.
The very first time i led my eyes on you.
Funny me,'coz I don't even have any idea about you.
We became friends.
We became close.
One thing lead to another.
But that was only me.
For,from the very start
I knew you love someone else.
And that fact really hurts me.
I hate all about your love stuff way back.
I love you but then I just can't.
I love you but then again it is a big mistake.
I love you but it is forbidden before.
So, I just endure the pain.
Seeing you with other girl kills me inside.
But,what can I do?
I'd stay away from you.
The only consolation to myself,
Is that, I knew you're happy.
So, I did.
'Till we seperate roads.
And now,we've met.
I don't wanna take chances.
But I just really can't control my heart.
'Coz, apparently, for all this years.
I still love you.
I'm still loving you.
And God knows how much I love you.
Now that I have you.
I'm happy for the fact.
I have kept you in my heart.

KABATAAN

Kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan!
Yan ang wika ng karamihan.
nagsimula sa bayaning,
Gat. jose Rizal ang ngalan.

Kung iyong bubuksan mga matang ipinikit.
Mga ibang kabataan ngayon ano na ang sinapit?
Nagkalat ang pusher.
Kayrami na ng mga user.

May ilang nagwawalang kibo.
Mayroon din namang ubo ng ubo.
Kayraming nag-iinagy.
Kaya marami din ang natatangay.

Sa takbo ngayon ng ating buhay.
Kelan kaya makakamit ang tagumpay?
Sa dinami-dami kasi ng mga askal sa lipunan.
Sino na lang kaya ang pwedeng sumpungan?

Naririto tayo ngayon.
Kaydaming kabataan sa lansangan.
Ang iba,patuloy na umaasa.
Ang iba nama'y nawalan na ng gana.

Sa gulo ng lipunan.pati isip ng kabataan naapektuhan.
Magulo na ang isip ng ilang kabataan!
Hindi ka ba naaalibadbaran?
Kasamaan sa lipunan,kelan kaya titigilan?

Maraming mga kabataan!
Nagkalat kahit saan!
3rd world na tayo mga katuto!
Dapat gumising na tayo!

Ang daling sabihin na magbago
Ngunit pahirapang gawin ang bagay na ito
Ngunit uli,kung ito' kagustuhan mo
Mas mapapadali ito.

Sa henerasyon ng kabataan ngayon.
Hati-hati ang sitwasyon
May gustong magbago.
May gustong magpasawalang-kibo.

Ngunit heto ang bottomline dito:
Hanggat may nagmimithi ng pagbabago
Kahit anong sama't kawalan ng pag-asa.
Aahon at aahon ang ating bansa.

Mga kabataan,tigilan na ang paglalaro.
Makiayon na sa napipintong pagbabago.
Uli-uli, Kabataan! Tayo ang pag-asa ng bayan!
Ito'y patungo sa landas ng kaunlaran.

Lets talk about LIFE

Life...it's not about how well you handle it by yourself, but it's all about on how determine you are in facing your fears as you make step forward.
It's not about how good you play with it, but it's about how focus you are to stay in the game.
It's not about how good you are in running when your enemy attack you, but it's on how powerfull you are in facing them.
It's not only about how you speak, but it is also on how you deliver it and make it happen for real. It's not about how professional you are in dealing with different people who have different walks in life, but it is on how you put yourself into them,giving the best that you can in understanding them, even though they don't ever cared in understanding you.
It's not only about the heart that really matters, but,it is also with your brain,that two always go as one. And if you have succeeded to make that two as one,then,you'll end up very good in decision makings. It's not only seeing an assurance, but, it is on how you do it.
It's not only for the convenience,but also with this what-so-called risk takings. It's not about your capacity to continue living, but it's about the fate made by God. It's not about those trendings, but it is all about you to assure it to yourself.
Always remember, in life...Good thing comes after the adversity.

A K O

Hindi ako matalino.
Hindi rin naman bobo.
Wala ngang sinabi.
Pero may sense ang sinasabi.

Malayo sa normal.
Mas lalo na din sa abnormal.
Kumbaga nasa pagitan lang.
Walang labis,walang kulang.

Isang mukhang ordinaryo.
Ngunit ang masasabi ko, "hindi ako ordinaryo".
Hindi ako isang hambog.
Na tulad ng isang tangang tatapak basta-basta sa bubog.

Tao ang turing sa sarili
Sapagkat ako'y 'di makasarili.
Nahuhusgahan ng marami
Bilang ganti,bigyan sila ng ngiting 'di mawari.

Sanay mag-isa.
Pwede ring may kasama.

Ngayon.ikaw na bumabasa.
Ginawa ito para papurihan ka.
Sapagkat kung akala mong ika'y nag-iisa.
Ika'y maling-mali at dapat mo na itong itama.

Ganyan lang talaga mga "teenager"
Palaging hanap ang "trigger".
Mapupusok sabi ng karamihan.
Ngunit naiintindihan naman ng iilan.

Basahin mo ito ngayon.
Ako, na ikaw na ngayon.
Ako, na isang tao.
May karapatang matuto.

Mula't sapol
Walang sinuman ang pwedeng tumutol.

Ako, na mayroong karapatan.
walang sinuman ang pwedeng dumungis sa aking pangalan.
Ako, na mayroong isip na matino.
Lalaking responsable at may matayog na prinsipyo.

Brain Pictures, Brain Photos -- National Geographic

My God people! use your brain! I've been this kinda uncomfortable 'coz of this unknown texters. wish i could be able to track him/her down...and I'm thinking some drastic actions with this kind of human...my first time to encounter such kind of feeling! i felt i wanna wring his/her neck! punch or atleast make war to him/her...but fortunately,i just can't 'coz i don't even know that damn human! okey sana kung harap harapan yung pagsasabi nya ng ganun,pero hindi eh...goodness! for heaven sake! hindi ako nagmamalinis na tao kasi alam ko sa sarili ko madami na akong nagawang mali sa buhay! alam ko sa sarili ko na may karapatan akong magbagong buhay.magbago sa lahat ng mga mali saken...who the hell is she to tell me na nagmamalinis ako! sabihin nya saken yun ng harapan! magtutuus kami! ayaw na aywa ko pa naman yung sinsiraan ako sa likod...ayaw ko ng ginaganun ako...kung sinuman may gusto ng confrontation,harapin nyo ako...wala akong kilalang kaaway ko...pero alam ko madami ata ang naiinis saken...pero paki ko doon! ako to,at sinuman.walang pwede makialam saken...sige,sirain nyo ko...sabihin nyo lahat ng gusto nyong sabihin...besides hindi naman kayo si God eh...sige.iharap nyo saken yung taong walang kasalanan sa mundo...my point in this,is that...hindi kelanman ako nagmamalinis...kong sino ka man...sana matahimik kaluluwa mo! ewan ko ha...pero kung matapang ang apog mo.magpakilala ka saken...

2010 Election

Few more days to go...hayan na ang eleksyon. Konting araw na lang ang pag-titiis sa mga nakakarinding sunod sunod na mga campaign jingles ng mga tumatakbong kandidato sa darating na eleksyon. mMinsan nakakarindi na. Kapag sa t.v. naman ganun din. Kapag lumalabas ka naman, hayun...punong-puno ng mga nakasabit,nakadikit na mukha ng mga kandidado. Napaisip uli ako, sa dinami-dami ng mga naidikit na mga pictures,etc. ng mga kandidato,sino uli ang mag-aalis ng mga yun pagtapos ng eleksyon? Sa totoo lang nakakairita sa paningin ng mga ibang tao. Kumbaga sa kalat,nagiging polusyon ito sa mga mata ng iba. kahit saan ka man tumingin,kaliwa't kanan...pati mga punong walang malay,walang ligtas..sana hindi uli tulad ng nakaraang mga taon na pagtapos na ng eleksyon,pinapabayaan na lang ang mga posters na nakasabit at nakadikit sa mga iba't ibang lugar...bakit ba kasi ganun di ba?sa dinami dami ng mga propaganda...mga pinapangako ng mga tumatakbong kandidato,kapag naihalal na sila lahat nun ay napapako...hikahos na ang bansa natin..mahirap na...kung iisiping mabuti,halos tambak na ng mhg pangako ang mga taong bayan...halos lahat umaasa sa mga pangakong binibitawan ng mga kandidato..kelangan ng bayan ng leader...pero before sana ng lahat...patalsikin lahat lahat ng mga corrupt sa government natin...hahaha...kung magkaganun kaya...sino-sino na lang kaya ang matitira nu?ano sa tingin mo?dapat siguro ibitin sila ng patiwarik...o kaya naman ikulong lahat ang mga buwaya sa government natin...tapos...kapag wala na sila,pwede na tayong mag-elect ng mga taong migiging leader natin...pwede rin sarili mo...basta ba wag ka lang tutubuan ng mga pangil at buntot...ano yun?maligno?hahaha...hay...election!sana nga lang hindi magkaron g failure of election...sana maging successful ito...hay....

MY LIFE...

Glitter Graphics Maker & MySpace Layouts

WHERE'S MY HAPPINESS?

think. think. think. am going to think...FIND your happiness!!!how i am going to find it?oh well, i don't need to do it anymore 'coz I'd found it atlast!the BIG 5W's...let me first discuss WHO___WHO MAKES ME HAPPY anyway?well,maybe the better if i'll put it in this way...who makes me happy?am talking to humans okey...Me,myself....am aking myself HAPPY 'coz GOD gave me the knowledge to know everything and it's all up to me on how i may deal with it...how i may suppose to choose the right humans in catching up my moods,in order for them to hang-out with me...i'm not deffinitely a perfect 'coz nobody's perfect,but in this jurney through life,am making and doing the best of me in order to be in that close to perfection...and i'll tell to you that in mylife,i will going to do my damnest best in order to be someone that is worth having for...HAPPINESS to whom i would like to share?My family.my brother,my someone(no replacements,just making sure of this one),my friends..next!WHAT___WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY....simple and yet a very deep thought of mine...it's all about LIFE!...Life brings alot of things...and life makes me saviour everything about it...without LIFE,i cannot be able to experience the great aroma of coffee...(exag ako dito...hahaha)...WHEN___WHEN DO I CAN SAY THAT I AM HAPPY?...simple pleasure just by hanging-out with my beloved ones...WHERE____nagiging happy ako kapag napupuntahan ko mga lugar na gustong gusto ko...am a seeker of adverture...i love different places...lastly....HOW CAN I BE HAPPY?I'LL BE HAPPY IF NAKUHA KO NA MGA GUSTO KO SA BUHAY....madali akong maagtampo kapag 'di ko nakukuha gusto ko....hahahhahaha....

Jason Mraz - Life is wonderful (with lyrics)

ah la la la la la la la la life is wonderful...there's so much about it...circle of life....and life brings life...it brings hope and hapiness....it brings love...one of the most complicated and yet the most likable feeling in life...the air we breath...the mountain highs...the oceans...the animals...things in life must be appreciated by all of us...love listening to this song....people....the moment you've found the purpose of your life...you'll going to value it like t'was the most precious one...sabagay...i found my life....and i value it too much...

Declan galbraith - An angel

A Song For Mama & Lyrics

almost 1year na ng mawala si nanay....everytime na naiisip ko sya...can't help myself in crying...crying for not the same reason na hindi ko matanggap na wala na sya...i'm crying because i'm just happy knowing that she's already in heaven...i'm happy because she's not suffering anymore...because she's not in pain anymore...i knew she's happy now....and i'm sure....kung kaya man nya ako ngayong kausapin i knew what she'll going to say..."anak,magsimula ka uli....alam kong kaya mo yan...alam kong matibay ka,maging masaya ka na para saken"...i remembered those moments na inaalagaan nya ako...on how she worked hard para mabigay yung mga gusto ko...miss ko na yung time na kung panu nya ako inaalagaan ng sobra...i'm her baby girl...kung kaya nyang ibigay yung hinihiling ko,ginagawan nya ng paraan...she thought me lots of things...ayaw na ayaw nya akong nasasaktan...minsan talaga gusto kong bumalik sa nakaraan para kahit saglit lang mayaka ko man ang sya....namimiss ko na kasi sya kaya sinulat ko to...miss ko na lahat about sa kanya...lalo na yung mga luto na...miss ko na syang katabi sa pagtulog...noon,hindi talaga ako makatulog kapag hindi ko nahahawakan ang kamay nya....pero ngayon,kahit papano,medjo nasanay na akong matulog kahit wala na sya....imagine how hard on my part na sanayin sarili sa mga bagay na meron ako noon,pero sa isang iglap lang,wala na...naglahong parang bula...miss ko na yung smile nya,na ginagawa kong motivation para sa sarili ko para mag-excell sa buhay....miss ko na ang amoy nya....miss ko na ang balikat nya....ang buhok nya...ang kuko nya...ang mga mata nya...ang tenga nya...miss ko na din ang sermon nya...miss ko na ang aking the best nanay sa whole wide world...miss ko na yung paglalambing nya....miss ko na yung yakap nya...miss na miss ko na ang lahat sa kanya...i just remembered those time na kapag ginagabi akong nakakauwi sa bahay dahil sa school activities namin,hindi sya nakakatulog...kaya pagdating ko,tinatabihan ko sya..nilalambing kasi alam kong gising pa sya...waiting for me...ang buhay ko noon,pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay ko,sya lang...wala ng iba...sya yung pinag-aalayan ko ng lahat ng pangarap ko...mga gusto ko sa buhay...lahat lahat na...supportive na nanay...lahat lahat na...she's the best...pero yun nga,maaga syang binawi ni GOD....nagalit ako ng sobra sa mundo noon...kinuwestyon ko si GOD...kasi halos tawagin ko na lahat ng tulong sa lahat ng mga santo...kausapin ang rebulto...pati buhay ko sinabi kong handa akong ibigay mabuhay lang sya....pero wala...walang nangyari...kinuha pa din sya...nagalit....galit na galit talaga ako sa mundo....lalong-lalo na sa sarili ko kasi wala akong magawa noong mga panahong yun....i hate myself kasi wala akong magawang iba kundi ang umiyak...patigasin sarili ko...sinisi ko sarili ko ng palihim....kapag mag-isa ako,palagi kong kinakausap sarili ko,na sana ako na lang yung nawala,sana ako na lang,hindi sya...kasi ako makasalanan...sya,madaming nagmamahal sa kanya....ako wasak ang buhay...kaya dapat ako ang nawala...hay....pero ano pa ba ang magagawa ng isang tulad ko sa mga bagay na wala na akong ni katiting na kontrol?wala...wala...inisip ko na lang may purposed si GOD kong bakit nya kinuha si nanay...nagbago ako...nagbalik loob ako sa kanya...humingi ng tawad sa lahat ng ginawa ko....'till narating ko ang point na ganito na ako...whole new world...new me...i did not expect that i'm going this far....kaya i thank God so much...alam kong di naman nya papabayaan si nanay...happy na sya doon...so i must be happy also....I LOVE YOU MOM:)

I JUST WANNA LIVE

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am having a great time thinking of a lots of things...i just can't help it....maybe,this was the real me...i maybe a foolish sometimes but i know how to deal with my life...i value this life so much...and with this,i value a lot my time...i just can't totally understand why there are lots of people wasting their time doing nothing...nothing important at all...but forget it....besides, i have my own world to live...i don't need to go to the other worlds....i will not going to force myself anymore in understanding those disturbances in my life...worth it ba talaga ang buhay?oo naman!marami kang mga bagay na dapat mong gawin,and as much as you want it to be perfect,you need to do it in your own...never kang umasa palagi sa tulong ng iba...then kapag nagawa mo na yun...you can say...WORTH IT....

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tama...tama....tama..i can choose what i wanna show....typical teenager...not so deep...not so strong...happy...jolly...am having mood swings gaya ng normal na tao...yeah...that's the other me...mas prefer nila kapag ganun ako...hahaha...but.they.just.don't.know...:)

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sino ba mga kelangan ko sa buhay?ewan...sino ba ang may kelangan saken?hahaha....magulo dito na part....but i will not going to erase this..:)

Words of Friendship

i picked this version again...eto na to....itutuloy ko na...yung nalaman ko kagabi....naging happy ako....be strong okey....pause............patalastas lang yun...true ka ba talaga?hehehe....i know you're not plastik kaya alam ko na kung ano kang nilalang ka....ikaw ay isang napakalaking lata!hahaha....sige tawa lang....hay....namimimiss ko na yung time na magkasama talaga tayo palagi...pero marami ng nagbago di ba?i used to make some adjustments sa buhay....este napakalaking adjustments....you knew how much i've been through di ba?sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko....kasama kita...laban kong laban...dapat lumaban ka okey....remember...yung words natin..."wala akong kadugong mahina"...bawal mahina....pero i am used on protecting you noon....minsan talag gusto na kitang iumpog sa pader....hay....buhay...just imagine the two of us shared almost the half of our lives together?we laugh on our mistakes...we laugh on their mistakes....halah...tawa....hahahaha....we did stupid thing....pero kahit na tawagin pang stupid things yun...atleast we learned a lot with it di ba?this time hindi ko na gagawing sunod sunod yung mga mem'ries ah....tinatamad akong mag-arrange...well...remember mo pa si Mr. fagela...our tatang sa school....we really love Mr. bean...and darn....he's so great in making gaya-gaya....hahaha...hay....sa lovelife nating dalawa...playgirl ka noon di ba?wag kanang tumanggi....i knew it okey?kaya there's no use in making lies....liers go to hell..nagbago ka naman na di ba?i knew,for sure,magbabago ka pa....kasi hindi ko naman sinasarado utak ko sa maaaring mangyari....bata pa tayo....lots of queries out there...magmamature pa tayo...we're teens right...and deffinitely,kung sabi mo,you're not an ordinary teenager...well,likewise....i'm not that kinda ordinary....ayaw ko na itong iexplain....kalokohan matters noon di ba?may mga bagay bagay na akala natin noon ay walang hangganan,na you'll both end up to each other....hahaha....kabsat nuh idim koma pa lang imbaga nga infatuated ka keni *TOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....oh eh di sana hindi ko na din naloko ung sarili ko sa bagay na ako mismo ang gu,agawa ng mundong naaayon sa gusto ko....sana sinabi mo nun,so that we can be able to settle things right away....pero...buti na lang di mo sinabi kundi hindi tayo magiging ganito...enough sa walang sense na lovelife natin...am i rude in words ba?di naman masyado di ba?hehehe...i'm just stating the very fact...the truth....and the truth will set you free....hahaha...be srong...remember,kahit miles away yund distance natin,i'm just here....you're not a kiddo anymore,right?pero kung may mga bagay kang gustong tanungin,i'm free....magtanong ka lang....i'll give you words of wisdom again....oh ayan....sabi mo,lalaban ka okey?gusto mo pang madagdagan yung mem'ries mo....smile okey....remember....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!si GOD,anjan lang sya sa tabi-tabi....sana nakapagbalik loob ka na sa kanya....:))

REMEMBERING the good old time...

i]ll take this moment of mylife to made this precise thoughts of mind....hahaha...precise talaga....remembering the good old times...those times na i'm with my little sis....almost five years of knowing each other...lots of funny moments together...also with those "DRAMATIC" moments...we used to hang along often times noon...but ngayon,once in a blue moon na lang...oh hell...i'm talking to the good all times....ayan tuloy,bumaloktot na ako...hahaha....sige...i'll continue....we used to have a lots of dreams...we have our bong na di mabubuwag kanino man...matibay pa sa pader...kahit anong mangyari...nung first year kami,naalala ko,ako ung unang nag-approach sa kanya...hahaha...kapal ng face ko...pero that moment,dun na pala magsisimula ung friendship namin...remenber ko nung napaaway ako ng dahil sa kanya...hahaha...nakakainis kasi sya...inaapi na nga sya ayaw pang lumaban...oh eh di ako na yung naging spokeperson nya...hahaha....topic namin nung isang gabi about dun sa away namin ni ***TOOOOOOOT.....hahaha...tawa kami ng tawa...imagined,first year pa lang kmi nun...hahaha...mga getaways namin...palaging ako yung irarason nya,ako naman,sya lagi yung nagiging panrason ko....hahaha...nung second year na kami,di na kami magkaklase...naglaylow na kami...then nung third year...halah....were classmates again...nakaaaliw...super rami ng mga nangyari sa amin....kabaliwan,katopakan,lahat na....isa pa sa pinagkapareho namin,yung pagtataas ng kilay sa mga dumadaan...hahahah...silent curiousity?hindi rin?panlalait?konti...hahaha....ganun talaga mga isip bata eh....hahaha...nung fourth year na kami,snaggang dikit pa din....hahaha....ayun,mas dumami nagiging kasalanan namin....hahaha....if i'm going to describe kung anong klase kami nun?one word lang...PASAWAY"...ehem...ehem...remember that earthworm?hahaha...ako super remember ko...hahahaha...nakakatawa talaga....hahaha...oooopsss....tama na baka mainis ka pa...pero ilan ba talaga nahuli mong palaka noon?isa,dalawa?o isang dosena....hhaha...hayyyy....well,all that had happened ay pate lang talaga ng buhay...isa na pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko is that nagkaroon ako ng kaibigang gaya nya...magkaiba kami ng katayuan sa buhay....mayaman sya,ako naman mahirap...mataba sya...ako payatot..hehehe...basta...yun,we've been attached na atah habang buhay...yung bang mga lamang loob namin nagkaisa,kasi imagine ah....she knew my tastes....alam ko din sa kanya...mga gusto namin...mga kapraningang gusto naming gawin...nag-aagree kami...
hayyyyyyyyyyy....i love this girl so much...she's my little sis....i have her,she have me...she used to call me noon na ako daw ung clown nya....kasi kapag masama timpla nya,gagawin ko lahat ng bagay para mapatawa lang sya...to a point na nagiging katawatawa na ako....but atleast,worth it...my goal is to make her laugh noon.then go for goal...hehehe...yun lang....hahaha....dagdagan ko uli next time....:))

Besties For Life

***FREAK!!!!

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bakit ba napaka-unfair talaga ng buhay?nagtanong pa ako,eh sa talaga namang unfair talaga...i am understanding,i can be ale to decipher a lot of things,but hell!not this time...i want to burst out na talaga...minsan,and now,ngayon,aywa ko na munang intindihin ang mga bagay-bagay...mas mabuti na rin siguro para hindi ako mabaliw...though i'm always looking positive in life...minsan,nakakainis na...nakakasawa na din yung palaging ako na lang yung umiintindi...hindi ba pwedeng ako din yung intindihin...kahit minsan lang...kahit ngayon lang...kahit hindi na sa susunod...ngayon lang...i'm being too emotional this time kasi i don't wanna hold myself...ayaw ko na munang kontrolin emotions ko kasi pagod na ako....i must be too childish with this pero unfair talaga eh...i know and i'm perfectly sure that i'm playing it well...i'm not playing it safe...mabait naman ako...pero bakit ganun?why it so unfair...gusto ko lang ilabas sama ng loob ko...kahit minsan lang...di bale,after this...walang ng susunod...i'll going to kept it all by myself...ang hirap talaga ng ganito....pero kaya pa naman...i would rather choose on bursting than to surrender...life....hayyyyyy buhay,parang life talaga...unwind....unwind...i need some chill...buburuhin ko na lang talaga yung sarili ko sa mga pagsusulat...at pagbabasa...atleast,kapag ganun lang yung ginagawa ko,walang nagiging problema...may sarili akong mundo...oo!at yun ay akin lang talaga...ayaw ko ng pumunta sa ibang mundo....i must be contented sa kung anuman meron ako...eventhough it wasn't real at all,atleast i can be able to protect myself being hurt again....bitter?yes i am...nakakainis...

Emo Pictures Glitter Comments & Graphics my life just turns up side down...i've lost everything...almost lost everything...nakakalungkot isipin kaya minsan ayaw ko na ngang isipin pero imposible na yun kasi kahit anong gawin ko...nasa utak ko na yun eh...she's gone already...the one who loves me ng buong buo...Bitter?yes i am...i thought at first karma ko yun sa lahat ng nagawa kong kasalanan...stupid i am doing bad things...but soon enough for me to think clearly...i do realized na may purpose si GOD...how i am taking all this things?simple lang...I'd entrusted my life to him...alam kong 'di nya ako papabayaan...

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i felt alone...sad to the point na ayw ko ng mabuhay...pero may mga dahilan pa pala ako pala mabuhay...mga dahilang ayaw ko pang bitawan hanggat hindi ko pa nasusubukang ipaglaban...i'm all alone...maybe?but...may mga taong handang mag'stay with me...

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this time...i'm starting my new journey...i knew t'was a long walk again...but i'm ready...ewan ko...feeling ko kaya kong harapin na lahat after all that i've een through...hahanapin ko uli yung totoong sarili ko...or maybe...hahanapin ko pa lang talaga yung totoong ako...

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i'm letting myself be fiilled with so much LOVE...love ng mga taong nagmamahal saken...mga taong hindi ako iniwan...those people who really cares alot for me...the battle have been started...anjan sila...still sa kasagsagan nito...still,anjan pa din sila...i love my friends that stays with me through my ups and downs...to those who didn't leave me behind...thanked them so much...

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ganito ako noon....super feeling ki talaga noon is ALONE!!!but i'm new now...


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i'm new na kasi i knew...sooner or later...all the bad mem;ries of mylife...paniguradong mabubura ko na....


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it was just me and you...and that would be all that matters...me and my love ones....



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fate will always come...anjan na yan...anuman ung magiging fate ko...i'll accept it...


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and the game is not yet over....nagsisimula pa lang ito...and now...i'll play it cool na...i will not going to play it safe...


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well...i have all my reasons to live na...i have my new family...my friends...my someone...and above all else...i have GOD...

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and...this journey...i'll keep on looking up above...praying solemnly to HIM...that it will going to have a very good ending...


this time...I LOVE THE NEW ME...I LOVE MY LIFE!!!..

****ToooOOOOoTT..........

a wonderful,extravagant,pleasant,lively moorningg!!!!here i am again...just reviving this dying blog of mine...lol...just can't help it...i just wanna write this one..and it's poping here in my head right now...how i am suppose to begin this one...one,two,and three...here we gooo....gotcha baby!!!is it wonderful if you're so very much in love?yeah!that's really a very wonderful thing and no one could say it's not...admit it!oooopssss....i'm not talking about myself here...i'm talking to someone else...and that someone is not me okey!!!!(just wanna make it clear this time...lol)back to the topic...great thing being inlove...and it did came out again to me how LOVE changed PEOPLE...just by a short period of time...just by admitting it to yourself,then presto!!!you've just changed... in your mood,(and now,you're dealing with your mood swings!!!lol)in your attitude...in your expectations,plans,your way of living and all...how wonderful,isn't it?how it change the LIFE of people involving to that...how it change your life just by a sudden...too sudden...and that what makes our LIFE worthwhile...


sa dalawang tao...you both stay together okey!!!!mga oldy!!be strong!!!

*****Crazy me?!! Hell NO!!!

some of some who's tellin' me i am crazy...i am tellin' you now...boredom strikes the hell out of me now and i'm trying to be calm 'coz i knew,just for the second,i'll be going crazy...hahaha...i wanna be crazy just for the mean time...to feel something different..just to have a new me just for this moment...tick tock tick tock...i'm running out of time...tick tock tick tock...here we go again...lol...i'm wondering on something...and ofcourse i don't wanna share it this time...all i want for now is to fill this new post so that i can be able to decipher what's going on in me...just wanna have fun i guess...lol...i just miss my friends...i miss them so much...and again,i miss 'em all...who are they?well...a lot of them!i feel lonely,happy and gay!!!hooraaaaaaaay!!!mixed emotions!summer vacation was tooooo long...everyday i need to survive...counting days is one of the thing i am doing everyday...but to hell with that...it makes me feel the tiring,boring day of mylife...lol...but anyway...i've just found the answer of my boredom,which is...by reading...lol...t'was kinda a great relief in me...thank God!:)

**Let bygones be bygones**

as i was seating somewhere in the middle of the night last night...i'd came out to this thought..."let bygones be bygones"...yeah...that thought is right...whatever happened in your past,you must accept it...you must live with it,eventhough it was painful...let that thing mold you to a new person...every mistakes you've made on your way...learn into it...don't let it be the reason why you lose your own battle...but..just let it be the challenge in your battlefield...past is past...you're now in your present time...and there goes the future...there's a lot of things waiting for you...things to discover...thing to know more about...don't stick on where you are now...explore the whole world...try new things...don't be afraid to spread your wings...be free on whatever you wanna do...whatever you want in life,you have all the freedom to do it...just always put in mind..."you must think every details of your decision makings so that by the end...you'll not going to blame yourself...LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE.and that's LIFE!BE HAPPY coz you have all the reasons to be HAPPY!!!be yourself...move forward and backward...just like a chess game....LET BYGONES BE BYGONES....:) :) :)

Love Quotes

ni BOB ONG

Wag magmadali sa pag-aasawa. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon sa hinaharap, mag-iiba pa ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong di pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang sa kaboses niya si Debbie Gibson o magaling mag-breakdance. Totoong mas importante ang kalooban ng tao higit anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan sa eskwelahan e nagmumukha ring pandesal. Maniwala ka.

Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!

Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali, alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.

Ang tenga kapag pinagdikit, korteng puso. Extension ng puso ang tenga. Kaya kapag marunong kang makinig, marunong kang magmahal.

Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.

Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.

Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ang sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo, eh meron namang hagdan ayaw mo lang pansinin.

Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan. malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya. naunahan ka lang.

Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.

Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo, huwag kang magreklamo. kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka… Kaya quits lang.

Kung maghihintay ka ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo. Dapat lumandi ka din.

Kung hindi mo mahal and isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..

Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.

Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.

Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.

Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.

Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao lalo na kung hindi ikaw ang bida sa script na napili niya.

PRESENTING!!!! LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!
The Star of this climate....Mr.Mac and Ms.Drei!!!!lol
ang cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute nyong dalawa...my honey and my bhebhe...hehehe...ok...just for the moment ah..i'll take this chance to say something very important...nahihiya ako konti...char!pero just for the sake of my emotions...[sabay ganun]...hahaha...sasabihin ko na ...pero medjo patatagalin ko pa kasi hindi ko talaga makuha yung loob kong sabihin eh...kaya i'm doing a 'lil chat muna...pampakalma...hahahaha....medjo may topak kasi ako ngayon kaya naalala kong gumawa ng ganito,tsaka as for this time,naaalala ko kayo...tsaka again...i saw this pictures of yours kaya kinuha ko na lang...hahaha...nakakaaliw....hahahaha...namiss ko tuloy kayo pareho...hahaha...weeeeeeeeeelllllll!!!!!!not so much a do,even though napaado nanaman yung nasabi ko....hahahaha...eto yung gusto kong sabihin....ummmmm...kasi ano....na**tooooooooootttttttttt***ay ayaw eh....hahahaha..ganito kasi yun...ummmmm...nagugutom na ako....lol...hahahahaha...hindi hindi hindi....[erase....]...eto yun oh..


i miss you both!!![kakahiya!!!]
well,anyway,totoo yun...walang kokontra...

ciao!

Mac...pasensya na...hindi ako nagpaalam na kunin 'tong picture mo sa tagged...hehehe...peace....wag ka magalit ha....anyways....I just wanna say this three magical words again and again and again and again...hindi na yata ako magsasawa pa kakasabi nito....tadadadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan......"I LOVE YOU"....at yun ay galing from the buttom of my heartless heart....lol...kidding aside....yun..." I LOVE YOU"....sana maniwala ka,hindi kasi ako nambobola...kasi totoo ito...at alm kong alam mo na na mahal kita...pero gusto kong ulit ulitin ito....mahal kit....ayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhh...sobrang cheeezeeee na atah...hehehe...inagt ka ah....hope you can be able to read this...hahaha...

nagtatampo na daw sya kasi hindi na raw ako nagtetext sa kanya...pero pakisabi naman sa kanya na LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE na LOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEE ko sya....hay buhay...kung alam mo lang kong ganu na kita ka-miss bruha...i hope you can be able to read this...hehehe...